The world is not cruel to me. No one abuses or bullies me, nor do they even mock or challenge me. I admit that I once took a great step in the correct direction and have since journeyed many inconceivable routes to the present. Yet as every visit was anticipated, my growing baggage slowed me down. It is nature's occurrence to recycle feelings and old torments, the cruelty that may follow you down the entire pipe dream.
No song lulls me to peace nor insight. It is silent, and not a sound but the slow crackle of my cigarette entertains my senses. This feeling, my state of awareness, has and will always be my final requiem. With no future past my key strokes will I sign to exist, life is a contract someone signed me into with regretable circumstances in which I can not fulfill myself.
So many times have I been destroyed and was left to operate under command of a broken occupational code, I allowed myself to remain terror stricken for so long. May the god that never existed reside in the mythology books. Kurt Davis, so little has ever been said of this Demi-god. And none shall be spoken save credit to every success I was willing to fight for.
I now reside alone in my room, but alone never truly. As long as my blood may sutain my brain, my brain will set the residence of many more extensions, each adorning their own personality and beauty.
Things are changing inside.
My catylists are sparse and many more terrors are to come in the future.
The Odin Agenda Proceeds
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Nihilism 1
Nihilism_1
Finally am I able to discover a very pure source feeding my hopeless parasite. We are hoarded into rundown buildings under municipal law, required to violate the brain with the most monotonous classes of information. All sources and relevance of information is so particularly unneeded to my metaphysical figure. As a scholar, I accept all information which can be offered to me, however, the audacious guidance of lesser systems trumps my own development and no one cares to recognize an impromptu philosopher.
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
On Capital Punishment
State Sponsored Murder
When a body expires 99% of the causes are the body's inability to pump oxygen to the heart. After exploring the unique identity of the psyche, this event can be very unfortunate, especially if experienced at a young age. It may be unable to convey the philosophical depth that meditative thinking can bring concerning the complexity of life, however, the true essence of awareness must be understood before the values of a life are determined a necessary to take away. The punishment system used in most societies follows a doctrine that is indented to discourage future behavior. With this in mind we will observe the 'lesson' to be learned from dying and why 47 of the 50 European nations have abolished it.
For whatever reason, perhaps the much needed social evolution is halted, people love to observe pain instinctively as a form of reconciliation. However, the death penalty was created to punish those for crimes which an aristocratic parliament deems valid. On a secular note, as all government decisions should be, the life all whom experience will only happen once and therefor the maintenance of life is extremely necessary before nothingness. The death penalty deems that one event committed by a man in the entire span of his life can be punished by ending his existence entirely. 3/4 of America believes in the death penalty, some of which are passionately inclined to keep it. It is in my opinion that the 88% of America that is religious uses this law as a "Quick trip to hell". Assuming Hell did exist, would one act be punishable immediately by an eternity in hell?
Some semi-sociological arguments are that the person is useless to society and therefore useless enough to be killed off. If this is so, every life without parol sentence (Which is ever increasing due to a ban on having parol, which is entirely bullshit) should be also killed off as to not waste money on a caged human. If we are to remove the invalids to society's well being, we might as well euthanize the entire country. Mental institutes, handicap accessibity, all of which is expensive costs to people whom are limited at aiding society.
For whatever reason, perhaps the much needed social evolution is halted, people love to observe pain instinctively as a form of reconciliation. However, the death penalty was created to punish those for crimes which an aristocratic parliament deems valid. On a secular note, as all government decisions should be, the life all whom experience will only happen once and therefor the maintenance of life is extremely necessary before nothingness. The death penalty deems that one event committed by a man in the entire span of his life can be punished by ending his existence entirely. 3/4 of America believes in the death penalty, some of which are passionately inclined to keep it. It is in my opinion that the 88% of America that is religious uses this law as a "Quick trip to hell". Assuming Hell did exist, would one act be punishable immediately by an eternity in hell?
Some semi-sociological arguments are that the person is useless to society and therefore useless enough to be killed off. If this is so, every life without parol sentence (Which is ever increasing due to a ban on having parol, which is entirely bullshit) should be also killed off as to not waste money on a caged human. If we are to remove the invalids to society's well being, we might as well euthanize the entire country. Mental institutes, handicap accessibity, all of which is expensive costs to people whom are limited at aiding society.
MY Original Idea
A Lifelong Idea (Originally Posted in my Blog)
I believe that the most profound success comes from true originality combined with ingenuity. It is my intention to pursue my political career in a nonchalant manner in which I can actively develop my own ideology and method to governing the people. Hitler once said the most devious flaw in the Representative democracy is the unpracticed and ignorant of those whom represent the people. I can not agree more. Men whom are fashioned in many fields, medical, management, architecture, ex-military are running for the offices under which the citizens reside. Why are not politicians born and taught to be that way? If one must attain a degree to be a teacher or doctor, why not the proper schooling for the positions which preside over our country. The Executive branch is the most profound example of incompetency at which we force ourselves to deal with. We allow an electoral college, comprised of some intelligent (but more often that not, ignorant)to choose a man for placement whom is given the power to command forces and easily veto or bypass legislative law. Occasionally, we find ourselves under the wrath of an exceptionally backwards leader, and there is very little we can do in the span of his office term to render his incompetence ineffective.
The intellectual deviants have given considerable time to criticising the common expectations of society. As these people generally are honorable strong philosophers, they general hold unpopular political and sociological beliefs. Although sometimes these thinkers produce truly interesting original ideas, the method by which these ideas are shared and conveyed ) are radical and thereby rejected by those whom may actually empower such ideas into applied law.
Public dullness and one-sidedness renders the discoveries and opinions of these new thinkers useless and strengthens the ignorant conservative values under which hinder society's advance.
According to the Evolution of Society, the new political ideals can not be presented while the public and most importantly, the legislature are ignorant and unwise to actual governing. The United States is composed of three branches whom were proposed to specialize in specific powers. However, of the three, expertise is only required in the Judicial system. To make the matter worse, these judges are appointed by one man, the executive leader. The power to appoint justice officials lies in the hands of a man whose condition can not be determined, nor for the most part trusted.
I believe that the most profound success comes from true originality combined with ingenuity. It is my intention to pursue my political career in a nonchalant manner in which I can actively develop my own ideology and method to governing the people. Hitler once said the most devious flaw in the Representative democracy is the unpracticed and ignorant of those whom represent the people. I can not agree more. Men whom are fashioned in many fields, medical, management, architecture, ex-military are running for the offices under which the citizens reside. Why are not politicians born and taught to be that way? If one must attain a degree to be a teacher or doctor, why not the proper schooling for the positions which preside over our country. The Executive branch is the most profound example of incompetency at which we force ourselves to deal with. We allow an electoral college, comprised of some intelligent (but more often that not, ignorant)to choose a man for placement whom is given the power to command forces and easily veto or bypass legislative law. Occasionally, we find ourselves under the wrath of an exceptionally backwards leader, and there is very little we can do in the span of his office term to render his incompetence ineffective.
The intellectual deviants have given considerable time to criticising the common expectations of society. As these people generally are honorable strong philosophers, they general hold unpopular political and sociological beliefs. Although sometimes these thinkers produce truly interesting original ideas, the method by which these ideas are shared and conveyed ) are radical and thereby rejected by those whom may actually empower such ideas into applied law.
Public dullness and one-sidedness renders the discoveries and opinions of these new thinkers useless and strengthens the ignorant conservative values under which hinder society's advance.
According to the Evolution of Society, the new political ideals can not be presented while the public and most importantly, the legislature are ignorant and unwise to actual governing. The United States is composed of three branches whom were proposed to specialize in specific powers. However, of the three, expertise is only required in the Judicial system. To make the matter worse, these judges are appointed by one man, the executive leader. The power to appoint justice officials lies in the hands of a man whose condition can not be determined, nor for the most part trusted.
Friday, June 22, 2007
Lyrically Inept
This is the end for you, my friend
I cant forgive, I wont forget
I cant forgive, I wont forget
Its funny sometimes how lyrics can be so generic or seemingly unrelated, yet, given propper placement and situational occurrence, they are a grand explanation of emotional status. Emotions can not be described easily whatsoever, simple explanations always fall short of the echoing complexity of an entire individuals mind frame. The state of emotional consciousness directly effects every individual decision made by the victim. Can we not describe these feelings/forces than as omnipotent, or God Like?
Kurt scratched at me a bit today, no reason, some stresss possible beckoned his arrival. Im watching the sopranos again as well, Our favorite show.
Kurt scratched at me a bit today, no reason, some stresss possible beckoned his arrival. Im watching the sopranos again as well, Our favorite show.
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
"Scholarly Surroundings"
I have little so say concerning my current mood or composure. I am more pre-ordained to write of dreams today. For but recently very haunting dreams have been plaguing my hours living out of consciousness. Spiders, Homeless people, friends, suicide, family. Mostly my dreams concern some sort of attack, rarely ending in my death or suggestion of such conclusion. My dreams trail off into any illustration of a constant attack of my body, usually unprovoked humanic violence or any animal.
As I believe dreams act as an excellent illustration of the mind, I shall try to read some Jung and Neiztchen Arguments. And as for now I shall leave this post to be edited sometime soon, my mind is far to numb to advance further into discussion of this document.
I found a girl. I am attracted to a bit. Signs of change waver Kurt's thoughts. Mephisto grins in taste
As I believe dreams act as an excellent illustration of the mind, I shall try to read some Jung and Neiztchen Arguments. And as for now I shall leave this post to be edited sometime soon, my mind is far to numb to advance further into discussion of this document.
I found a girl. I am attracted to a bit. Signs of change waver Kurt's thoughts. Mephisto grins in taste
Monday, May 28, 2007
Monday night it is and O so quaint, the humidity has subsided and the few sparks emitted from my energy drink fuel my brain for the last few moments of this night.
I sit alone, as usual on my computer. Tonight I bleed heavily from the heart, it longs for companionship... or fullfillment. When the night comes I feel worthless, I know not the reason for such dreariness... I want so much to be complete now...
like I was schedulaed to be. But I am far behind, and slipping further into the shadows from
which I came from. Creepy crawly things have taken over my gym, it has been 4 days since the Y. I feel like death. My mind is failing.
Goodnight, Kurt is here.
Sunday, May 27, 2007
War Of Odin
ODIN
His name is related to óðr, meaning "mind", "excitation," "fury" or "poetry," and his role, like many of the Norse pantheon, is complex: he is a god of wisdom, war, battle and death. He is also attested as being a god of magic, poetry, prophecy, victory and the hunt.
The War Of Odin
I can in no way discribe the thoughts composing me right now, or how I came to create this blog. I can only describe the settings in which my operations are conducted. Mental first, I am a Stoic, though on occasion a weary sense of loating and emotional creep through late at night. I have diligintly strove for the mindset of Stoic, yet have only aslained to this harmony but recently. Sometimes they leak through. When the lights go out and the moon beckons my sleeplessness, a deep loathing escapes me, of what I know not, and herein I am bothereed regulary at night.
And I sit, on a very dear friend's computer, she lays about the floor with my most valued garcon. She crave's the nature of his body, the palace of aesthetics he built months ago, during my absence... During a darker time. He avoids her quite consistantly, and I know not his intentions. Though he is somewhat as I was, Split between logical actions and the impulsive begging of his carnal body. It is in my sleep which he allows her desires to be fullfilled, but only as far as
a virgin concerns herself with the fullfillment of desire.
Fur Elise, O bethovan, how your work was misinterpreted. Such beuaty discovered
in a frenzy and asailing the critics doned to the wrong women, Fur Elise. No; Fur Therese. For Therese.
Many, no doubt, are well disposed, but sluggish by constitution and by habit, and they cannot conceive of a man who is actuated by higher motives than they are. Accordingly they pronounce this man insane, for they know that they could never act as he does, as long as they are themselves.
I shall retire now, Ave Satanas
His name is related to óðr, meaning "mind", "excitation," "fury" or "poetry," and his role, like many of the Norse pantheon, is complex: he is a god of wisdom, war, battle and death. He is also attested as being a god of magic, poetry, prophecy, victory and the hunt.
The War Of Odin
I can in no way discribe the thoughts composing me right now, or how I came to create this blog. I can only describe the settings in which my operations are conducted. Mental first, I am a Stoic, though on occasion a weary sense of loating and emotional creep through late at night. I have diligintly strove for the mindset of Stoic, yet have only aslained to this harmony but recently. Sometimes they leak through. When the lights go out and the moon beckons my sleeplessness, a deep loathing escapes me, of what I know not, and herein I am bothereed regulary at night.
And I sit, on a very dear friend's computer, she lays about the floor with my most valued garcon. She crave's the nature of his body, the palace of aesthetics he built months ago, during my absence... During a darker time. He avoids her quite consistantly, and I know not his intentions. Though he is somewhat as I was, Split between logical actions and the impulsive begging of his carnal body. It is in my sleep which he allows her desires to be fullfilled, but only as far as
a virgin concerns herself with the fullfillment of desire.
Fur Elise, O bethovan, how your work was misinterpreted. Such beuaty discovered
in a frenzy and asailing the critics doned to the wrong women, Fur Elise. No; Fur Therese. For Therese.
Many, no doubt, are well disposed, but sluggish by constitution and by habit, and they cannot conceive of a man who is actuated by higher motives than they are. Accordingly they pronounce this man insane, for they know that they could never act as he does, as long as they are themselves.
I shall retire now, Ave Satanas
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
