Monday night it is and O so quaint, the humidity has subsided and the few sparks emitted from my energy drink fuel my brain for the last few moments of this night.

I sit alone, as usual on my computer. Tonight I bleed heavily from the heart, it longs for companionship... or fullfillment. When the night comes I feel worthless, I know not the reason for such dreariness... I want so much to be complete now... 
like I was schedulaed to be. But I am far behind, and slipping further into the shadows from
which I came from. Creepy crawly things have taken over my gym, it has been 4 days since the Y. I feel like death. My mind is failing.

Goodnight, Kurt is here.