Today I must share with you A secret

I will speak in the most free terms I have yet to share in documentation.
From the horrors of my youth I became me.
Given the might, I made things right.
Mother Nature gifted me with a mind to think with, and with her mind I killed the body she gave me. With the body and the mind I now killed the life she slid me in to. I destroyed my past devils, I created myself. I am my own creation, I am something.

But no, I was not alone, I had a friend there. Late in the evening of July 4th, 2002 0r 2003, He was created. In the midst of a great friend and a powerful philosopher, created my angel. Under the shade of the giant oak tree I made my first promise and felt my first power. I was now under control of myself, the beginning of a new Journey, a Journey that would not bring my almost-certain demise. His name is Kurt Davis, and I want you to know him.

I will not share the specific details that pressurized my mind until it finished cooking, for that night was no different than many others. I had before seen myself fail miserably even before I started things. I was a very very sad disgusting individual, this night is only important because it was my LAST.

I will now describe the body I woke up in the next day, I knew it was not what I wanted, it was the first day I heard him whisper in my ear, it was the first communication Kurt made with me.

I woke up a pale, jiggly, flat top haired, scarred individual. My scars were my only possessions, the scars I inflicted to change in the past. Never once had I expected that a night of vacationing would change me. I was shit on the outside, and little did I know that my outsides were seeping into my brain.

My brain, in the times before, was evil. I hated humanity. I was ready to kill everyone, I simply had not the confidence to do so. Thus I believe is why depressed individuals may be controlled by hate in man directions, the overwhelming hate inwards destroys the confidence to attack the outside - dominate - world. I have no documentation of my old self, it seems my intellectual talents refused to develope before that time.